

random feelingsi miss the world the scent of whiskey i miss wanting to love as the room tilts i miss feeling kissed when I forget my life i miss being together when trouble just faded i miss seeing your face when my eyes can focus i miss the touch of your skin when my head is hot i miss you wanting me when i am drunkrandom feelings
where did the world go?
now you won't talk i miss your hello you blocked me
i miss your voice you gave me a choice i missed my chance you left me i miss you when im sober
where did


The TruthQuiet sobs whispered in a small room down in the basement. The light filled the room and revealed a petite figure crouched on the side of the bed. The room was a mess with clothes, sketchbooks, an unmade bed and an open closet. The humming fish tank glowed green as an elegant betta wriggled through the water. Cotton and satin pillows lay among a twisted comforter and long lost sheets. A cell phone laid uncharged in the middle of the bed, along with a pair of pajamas not yet worn tonight. The room was ideal. In front of the girl rested a laptop which displayed a desktop of solid black. Instant messages were not flashing, internet eThe Truth


I Don't UnderstandMy broken heart is so crushed so torn from the past year I can't do this anymore I can't lead myself blinded by love and all of its offers I can't have all this pain be inflicted and directed at my heart I can't sit here and watch my own misery take over my life I can't...........love anymore...... I don't want to be loved anymore I'm done, finished..just go away spare me of the pain you will eventually cause me, just goI Don't Understand
while you still can leave me be...right here under my desk just go